I bet people wouldn't even care about how I am feeling, but I'm just putting my sorrows in this journal. You see, many years, as long as I could remember, people have been insulting ever since I have ever lived. People have called me ugly, stupid, crazy, annoying, any insult you can name of.

I honestly can't take my life like this anymore! Even worse, I have been insulted from people in different schools, making me sound like a fool! I just HATE when people insult me because they just don't like me! Hell, I don't even KNOW those fuckers, and they just remember me because of what I do, how I look, and how I act, and how I am! I mean, what the hell did I do to them? It's their ignorance that pisses me off! Why does EVERYBODY have to put me down??

To be honest, that makes me want to end my life by committing suicide. Everything doesn't help me anymore, and I feel like if I can't live much longer due to insults from afar by very mean and ignorant people!

I don't even feel if I am loved anymore... I can't take it... I just feel so empty.

Good bye to you all.